Ashamed

This morning was not what I'd hoped for.

All plans were thrown to the ground & stomped on when my lovely daughter woke in a not so lovely mood.

All she wanted was for me to stop EVERYTHING & sit & hold her all day long.

I was just sooooo tired of the won't stop hanging off my leg, crying & screaming at the top of her lungs, OMG I can't even go to the bathroom without having to hold you, clinginess.

And I yelled at her.

She didn't care, she just kept on trying to climb my pants.

But I felt/feel horrible.

She just wanted to be held & I just needed a moment.



I can't change it, I can only try to be better.

To remember to take a deep breath. To be thankful.



Because she is my sunshine. But this morning I was her rain cloud.

sigh.

I wouldn't trade motherhood for anything in the world, but sometimes I forget what a blessing it is.



these pictures are from a happier morning